paralytic pills[scrapped]
- Format:
- OpenMPT 1.30 IT 2.14
- Size:
- 776387 bytes
- BPM:
- 120
- Speed:
- 2
- Channels:
- 16
- Song Length:
- 36
- Samples:
- 7
- Instruments:
- 7
- Patterns:
- 20
- Tracks:
- 1
- Track length:
- 320
- SHA1:
- e30a971d458655688404ac35b901e3d11f98f405
- MD5:
- de7a8515011bea533e44c0556f2b9c72
Comment
i hate myself for constantly feeling negative emotions i hate my body for being subjected to my panic attacks i hate my head for not seeing anything good i dont have the strength to do something im emotionally exhausted i want to go back to my childhood when I was an infantile idiot to be happy even with an ordinary chocolate candy to be happy with a coin lying on the asphalt to be happy that even my little demo was liked by people i dont want anything else and here no ones sympathy will help because it wont cure whats going on with my head
Instances
| Source | Name | Folder |
|---|---|---|
| Modarchive | paralytic_pills.it | modarchive_2023_additions/IT/P/paralytic_pills.it.zip |
Samples
| # | Name | Used in | Size | |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| 1. | voc4 | 160 | ▶️ | |
| 2. | cw_amen13_173 | 122358 | ▶️ | |
| 3. | voc4 | 160 | ▶️ | |
| 4. | Paradise.wav | 1 other modules | 42104 | ▶️ |
| 5. | abyss | 22384 | ▶️ | |
| 6. | voc4 | 160 | ▶️ | |
| 7. | stop screaming | 35853 | ▶️ |
Instruments
- comments >
- stop screaming