Trapped
- Format:
- FastTracker v2.00 XM 1.04
- Size:
- 177056 bytes
- BPM:
- 125
- Speed:
- 6
- Channels:
- 14
- Song Length:
- 31
- Samples:
- 12
- Instruments:
- 59
- Patterns:
- 26
- Tracks:
- 1
- Track length:
- 351
- SHA1:
- 5ce5e54d5da3990eb9d91d0cf1b1b1ae54b1b4e4
- MD5:
- b39f5a1c402f09dc75c1281cf710e9bf
Instances
Source | Name | Folder |
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Modland | trapped.xm | Fasttracker 2/Pirate Pete/ |
Links
Samples
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1. | Longsynth5a.Not | 24624 | ▶️ | ||
2. | warble | 31058 | ▶️ | ||
3. | 1sh.sam | 6 other modules | 3530 | ▶️ | |
4. | padpadbd | 3514 | ▶️ | ||
5. | paukeandcrash | 21 other modules | 17116 | ▶️ | |
6. | d20-cymbalhit5 | 174 other modules | 15974 | ▶️ | |
7. | chord, min | 38 other modules | 18374 | ▶️ | |
8. | almar1.sam | 5 other modules | 1314 | ▶️ | |
9. | synth "wo" | 3 other modules | 2140 | ▶️ | |
10. | snaredr4.sam | 12 other modules | 4808 | ▶️ | |
11. | Trumpet, high, short | 5976 | ▶️ | ||
12. | belwind4.sam | 4 other modules | 8400 | ▶️ |
Instruments
- Tracked 6/22/97 by
- Pirate Pete, the
- Christian Privateer.
- "Trapped" refers to
- the way I felt when my
- 13-yr-old daughter Amy
- came to visit me, June
- 16th-22nd, 1997.
- She made my life hell.
- I suppose she thinks
- she had a right. You
- see, I abandoned her
- when she was 2 yrs
- old. In the 11 years
- that has passed, not
- a day has gone by
- without me thinking of
- her, awash in guilt
- over my grevious sin.
- I contacted her by
- phone twice a year,
- once on her birthday
- and once on Christmas.
- Paltry offerings of
- love, yet I always
- let her know how much
- I loved her. I sent
- what money I could,
- but never enough to
- fully meet my total
- child support
- obligation. This,
- combined with feelings
- of resentment and
- anger over her aband-
- onment, caused her to
- lash out at me in the
- only way she knew how-
- by rejecting my offer
- of love when she met
- me face-to-face for
- the first time.
- I understand all of
- this on an intellect-
- ual level, but I was
- unprepared for the
- extent of emotional
- devastation that her
- visit would bring me.
- I only hope this visit
- has been a catharsis
- for her. May it help
- heal the hurt I've
- caused her.